Wednesday, December 29, 2004

my memory lapse, i suppose, is because of my failure to consume egg yolk. i hate eggs. much less egg yolk.


read in the straits'times 'mind your body'. no wonder i have such a terrific memory.

after months of deliberation, i have finally decided to join ninja-do, after which yesterday was the first lesson. it was fun yeah, and im looking forward to the next lesson.


the upper grades were learning some flying in the air then kick thingy, it was so awesome ok. cant wait to proceed on quickly. now im just learning the basics, but well, thats a start.

think i sprained a leg muscle or something.
its hurting a lot, and its only my right leg. got a feeling its because of the 60 squats we had to do during ninja-do, plus modern dance immediately the next morning.


im straining myself too much. i think im going crazy because deep down inside i think its nice to feel the pain once in a while. it distracts you, i guess.


seriously needing a change of template to keep me going. as you have notice, pray if you havent, im typing the entry in proper english. ohh maybe not, but at least most of the short forms are all gone yeah.


feeling cold nowadays..directionless, im praying for something to do. dancing kills a lot of my boredom, and i enjoy it too.


looking forward to our performance on foriday. getting jitteries i suppose. afraid i'll mess it all up by not remembering. having blank outs, although i have never have one before. but then again, anything can happen.



bored.





im bored of myself. got too many things to think through, too little energy. im killing myself. finding distractions.



Saturday, December 25, 2004

i miss the dance campp

altho dere'll b no more aches n pain n sweat n floor touching, still im gnna miss it.

i m alrdy missing it.nothin to do at hm. im practically rotting can. no,im alrdy rotting.


n i miss the bond we share. de camp was great..build de frenships betw all of us..until it was quite saddening wen ms yeo n raj gav tt speech at de end of the 2nd day of de camp.
lyk i mean i actu gt sad..


im actu nt realli a sentimental person yar noe. rarely cry. didnt cry tt day lah, but it was realli sad..wen u feel growing pressure on ur heart..so touching tt we shared a bond. i tnk it was bcoz of us growing together to 'go against' raj who iz ALWAYS telling us to do pushups n well, exhasting stuff..which is gd for us yes but EXHASTING lah.
man, dancing's gnna b different.


i learnt alot on de camp..n i noe loads of ppl better :) i can even rmb lot of their names too!! tts a gd sign,coz my memory sucks.


lyk wad do u sae if i can even forget wad i was gnna sae to tis person if she interrupts me.



sigh my mood has drastically changed. um nvm y.


[all i want for xmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth, my two front teeth..]


well, maybe nt onli tt.



Friday, December 24, 2004

came back frm DANCE CAMP!!

yea it rocked. :)
now im aching all over..x)

so freaking tired i missed my stop n alighted 1 stop away. crap lah.
den hf 2 walk. WALK. almost killed me.

but den again, as all of u ppl noe well enuf, i strive to make sure the survival of the world.

i luv my blog music lah. much better den mindy's current 1. as always :) dun get angry hor. u noe it always happens.

saw wushuang todae dae were gnna hf chinese dance practise BUDDEN we mdancers hf 2 end off our dance camp properly RITE/
in de camp we played *KRISCRINGAL* | tts a chimer version of angels n mortals|

n tdae we had to reveal. n my mortal HOR, new who i was frm the 1ST DAY ALRDY. so..?@!@$#%!@!
coz she peeped shengyu (de acjc gal cum dance pro+)'s bk. ",
GEEZ.
ok nvm.

I GT A HUGE PACKET OF CHOCOLATES FRM MY ANGEL. regina.
she ar/ on de 2nd dae told me she was my angel den told me dun reveal her.=_+||"

so nt tt fun liao lorrrrr. BUT de chocolates were nice:)
n tdae's buffet de curry chicken n veggies (gasp??/) gravy N spring rolls PLUS fried rice was VERI VERI VERI VERI NICE.

den hor, ate sooo much b4 we started our dancing compeitition omost wanna puke lah. n i ate so LITTLE LEH *wail-ing*
nxt time gtta noe de name of de caterer. den dun hafta eat hm cooking EVRY DAE. 3TIMES A DAE.

noe wad actu im trying veri hard to crap here coz oso nothin else to do wad..den i realised tt the more i craped, the drier the entry becums. (wow i tried to type without looking at de keyboard most of the time n it worked!)
OK, back to serious stuff.(altho i do nt recall a time where i eva toked abt serious stuff lah..ok nvm)

ok crap im making more n more typo errors LAH.
feeling real bored now.

[all i want for xmas is my two front teeth, my two front teeth....]